Gorgeous Ladies of the Blog Collab takes an unexpectedly dark turn this week. Chickens, mental health, and sensationalizing local news are all wrapped up neatly (or not so neatly) by Rebecca Hall.
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Right from the start, it’s clear that Christine is a brilliant yet deeply self-critical and complex young woman. In both her personal life and professional career as a local TV news reporter, she frequently second-guesses herself and looks for opportunities to confirm her flaws in the eyes of others.
After a year working for a Sarasota Springs station, Christine is ready for the next move in her career. Having a non-existent sex life, her mother as a roommate, and an impending 30th birthday only make it clearer that she’s much in need of change.
When the opportunity arises for a promotion that will take her to Baltimore, Christine is eager to prove she’s up for the challenge. However, this won’t be easy as the new marching orders from the station execs are to cover sensational, violent stories over the thoughtful human interest pieces Christine favors. Her work crush, Dexter George, agrees with her objections, but it’s not long before the reporters are tripping over themselves to get in line with the changes.
Meanwhile, Christine has been experiencing major stomach pains that she shrugs off as stress-related. I’m apparently way more of a wimp than Christine because I’d be at the doctor’s so quickly or at least popping more than the recommended dose of Extra Strength Advil 24/7.
These factors seem to be creating the perfect storm for Christine to suffer a repeat of Boston, which her mother mysteriously alludes to. The mother/daughter relationship is volatile to say the least; Christine reacts very badly to change and seems to be threatened by her mother’s series of unsuccessful relationships. There’s so much to unpack here that their relationship doesn’t get as much attention as some of the other facets of Christine’s life, but I would have loved to see more.
The stress begins to wear at Christine as it turns out the stomach pains are more serious than initially thought and may impact her ability to have children. After receiving the news, she has a bit of a melt-down at work. It’s frustrating to see self-care as a continuously low priority for Christine, though of course there are mental health and other issues at play too. However, even when her sole work friend Jean suggests they take the rest of the day of and eat ice cream, Christine insists on pressing on.
Later, she does an ill-advised piece on a gun enthusiast who warns her that threats are everywhere. He encourages her to carry around a gun for a few weeks to see if it makes her feel different and more in control. Seems like…maybe not the best idea?
Though Christine tries to tow the new party line, her ideas are constantly shut down and she is usually at odds with her boss. Finally, she is forced to take time off when she’s sent home early after an especially tense disagreement.
Just as her professional life is falling apart, Christine’s personal life seems to be lining up for once. George asks her out to dinner, which is a major breakthrough as she seems to be convinced they have a future together…or at least the possibility of Christine’s first sexual relationship. At the same time, George has some important news to share—news that will prove deeply upsetting to Christine.
If you are familiar with the story of Christine Chubbuck, there will be no surprises for you here. I was not and didn’t expect the ending at all…though it does have a sad logic that made me think I should have seen it coming. Much like the real story I imagine.
4/5 Pink Panther Heads
I’m not sure I’d want to revisit this one, but it definitely earned at least a solid 4. Infinite PPHs for Rebecca Hall’s performance, as she manages to portray mental health issues with such a depth and range of emotion without becoming melodramatic. Christine comes across as extremely bold and intelligent while pulling back a few layers to reveal the pain of living with undiagnosed bipolar disorder and a devastating lack of confidence. It’s time for Rebecca Hall to be a household name–she’s so talented.
Special shout-out to Christine’s closest work friend, Jean, and chicken lady, who I didn’t give a lot of attention here but who also deserve recognition.